My heart behind the change

I started the MMATW Bible study from the desire God placed on my heart to start a local gathering place for survivors.

I didn’t really have a full thought out plan or any clear idea of what to expect, I just had obedience to the call. Which is why timing is really important haha.

I thought meeting once a month would be enough to help someone feel seen + not alone. I thought meeting at a cute coffee shop loaded with people would not only add to the vibe, but also bring people. I thought creating a safe space because I can relate would make you want to come.

I was so wrong about all of it.

I went after the wrong people, the wrong vibe, + wrong desire, + I’m so sorry I’ve failed you over these past several months.

I’m a survivor, I should know creating a space without first creating trust isn’t going to work. Which is why we will now be meeting bi-weekly instead of once a month. We will be meeting at a quieter location, with ample parking, so if you have social anxiety, this will help you. But don’t worry, there will still be coffee :) and I will be more focused on creating a safe space for you, rather than numbers.

The outcome- a safe, trusted space for survivors of any trauma, but especially sexual abuse, where they will feel seen, loved, + find healing in Jesus.

I hope you hear my heart, for this change is all for you, friend. No one came up to me with fears or insecurities. Lighthouse didn’t kick us out or turn us away. They’re incredible + God is blessing their coffee shop/church! This is all coming from my own struggles + wrestling with God as I try to figure out His desire for creating a gathering place for survivors in our local community.

I didn’t want to just keep trying to make it work. I wanted it to work because I know God’s desires for the broken, so I’ve been putting in the work with Him to get it all properly figured out this time.

All of the details are still being worked out. I’ve had to reschedule a meeting so many times due to weather + sickness, but I’m nearly certain this is where we’ll be meeting.

We’ll still meet in Blacksburg at 10am, but on the first + third Wednesday of every month!

There will be coffee + a safe, private space for us to grow + heal together.

I’ll send out full details once I have the meeting!

Praying for y’all + so excited for all God has in store!

Love you always, friend!

Catherine